My Mother’s Diary

In the depths of her diary, I ventured with care,

I found myself reading words that my mother did share.

With trepidation and curiosity, I dared to delve deep,

Into the sacred sanctuary where my mother’s secrets keep.

I turned the delicate pages, weathered by time’s touch,

An ancient manuscript, filled with emotions and such.

How could she write those words? Did she truly feel that way?

A torrent of questions, cascading in disarray.

From battles fought bravely, to tales of family lore,

I discovered hidden chapters, she never told me before.

Did he truly utter those words so unkind?

The echoes of their past left imprints on my mind.

From love’s tender dance to sorrow’s bitter sting,

The tales unfolded, revealing everything.

How could she write that, I pondered with doubt,

For I believed her love for my father devout.

Never did I fathom my mother’s secret endeavors,

Her courage and adventures, dreams she did sever.

Imperfect and human, she embraced life’s strife,

Growing alongside my father, united in this life.

I found solace in knowing my mother’s heart bled,

For I, too, had felt those emotions she had once said.

The power of her words expands horizons wide,

Transporting my mind to distant times, side by side.

And there it was, a reflection of my own heart,

Shared experiences, and passions, torn apart.

I saw my mother’s struggles, her dreams laid bare,

In those tear-stained pages, I glimpsed a soul so rare.

Imperfect, yet resilient, she weathered every storm,

Growing alongside my father, their love taking form.

Their story, interwoven with strength and grace,

An intricate complexity, their hearts forever embraced.

Don’t judge a book by its cover, they always say,

For within its binding, worlds await, come what may.

My mother’s diary, a testament profound,

Unveiling the depths of her being, unbound.

So, judge not the worn cover or creases she did bear,

For within her, a world you won’t find elsewhere.

When I opened the pages, I let her story come alive,

Oh, if only to have known her in her youthful drive.

Spilled coffee and worn edges, marks of cherished use,

Whispers of her presence, her essence I peruse.

In her younger years, her saving grace was known,

through these sacred pages, her love for God was shone.

So, I read and I learn, as my own story is told,

From the past’s whispers, I gather treasures to hold.

For in that diary, I found more than her past,

I discovered myself, a connection unsurpassed.

In the diary of my mother, her memories amassed,

I discovered a reflection, a bond that will last.

In the act of reading, I found pieces of me,

And the strength to embrace life, limitless and free.

The power of words, a vessel to inspire,

To ignite our minds and set our souls afire.

Within those worn pages, a confluence thrives,

And through my mother’s diary, my spirit survives.

In reading her diary, I uncovered my own truth,

A connection, a legacy, resilient and uncouth.

within those worn pages, I found strength in her decree,

And in my mother’s story, I discovered the real me.

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About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

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