I feel as I have never felt before, emotions that did not exist.
Love explodes, Joy overflowing, I shudder at the pain in my chest.
Hatred intense, screaming inside me, making me stronger each day.
expressions of wonder as I laugh in this thunder of emotion, a mellifluous melee.
Joy bubbles up, a wellspring deep, I feel as I have never felt before.
I laugh and dance, I cannot keep my feet on solid ground. I soar.
but then comes pain, a searing ache, this weight upon my chest, this pain,
I shudder and gasp. I cannot help but shake it threatens to drive me insane.
Hatred too, a burning fire, a strength in me, a will to fight,
A rage that only seems to inspire to push through the darkness and into the light.
I will conquer the shame that I feel in the dark- push away the pain and the guilt.
I will no longer shake at what I once was but rejoice at the new me I’ve built.
I feel as I have never felt before, a storm of emotions at my core.
Love bursts forth like a blazing sun, my heart overflows my soul, undone.
I am alive, my heart is reeling, as I wonder at this sense of awe,
I navigate this emotional maelstrom, mellifluous melee symphony of feeling,
For even in the darkest night, I will conquer the shame I feel,
there is a glimmer of hope, a spark of light, I’ll push away the pain and guilt, and deal,
I will no longer fear the call of what I once was, for now, I see-
with all that comes my way, I’ll stand tall, and be the new me that I am to be.
The floodgates are open, I’m ready to explore, contentment and peace, a newfound bliss,
jealousy, fear, confusion, attraction, and more. I never knew that life could be like this.
I feel as I have never felt before, and though it’s daunting, I am sure,
that I am ready to endure. the kaleidoscope of emotions at my core.