Being a Neurodivergent mother

I, a neurodivergent mother, in socials, a world unknown,

For the love of family, I bravely tread,

In customs and traditions that are not my own.

I hide myself from the others, as they might see me,

For my daughter’s sake, I’ve entered this place,

Amidst the confusion, A leader, a guide, embracing it all.

A journey of love, and strength I find in God’s grace.

But I can find no comfort in the presence of others,

With every step, I gather my might,

At first, a daunting thought, I confess,

Joining the convoy, our journey takes flight.

Traveling outside of my comfort,

For the love of family, I’ve become a guide,

From headlights to taillights, we travel as one,

I find strength within me, with my daughter by my side.

I focus on her and no one else.

Into a world unknown to me,

I set my fear aside, I hide myself,

A neurodivergent mother, forging a legacy.

I do this for her, yet it makes me stronger too.

For my dear daughter’s sake, I take this stride,

Love’s journey, a smile on my face.

Through confusion’s haze, as a leader, I guide.

I wonder if they can see me.

The strength I gather, from grace up above,

As a neurodivergent, group events overwhelm me,

In the embrace of faith, I find unwavering love.

My daughter’s smile makes it worthwhile.

Daunting at first, these uncertain ways,

For my daughter’s sake, I give it my all,

But with each challenge, my spirit ablaze.

I will crumble and cry later.

Empowered by God’s grace, with courage inside.

Who knew the benefits of such a small thing?

With my daughter by my side, I stand dignified.

I have the memories and cherish the memories.

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About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

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