Bright light burns my eyes
like pepperoni on my tongue.
I think my bra is the wrong size.
The pepper in my rice
It makes my nose run.
It is not nice.
I feel pain and can not eat.
-emotional pain- My ears ring,
I can not hear over my heartbeat.
Someone is wearing perfume.
I can hear everything.
I want to leave the room.
I taste it. It is dry.
It makes my tongue swell,
It makes my eyes cry-
my eyes that see the electricity’s flow
as it pulses above my head-
my head hurts from sounds I do not know,
and I am both hot and cold,
and what that woman just said-
She looks lonely-old
from across the room
the fan continues to blow
I still taste the perfume.
And the one who is crying, a child,
I want to hug them but you say no.
and I expected the rice to be mild
It came spiced so I will have to eat bread
I am a grandmother.
And I didn’t hear what you just said
because someone dropped a spoon.
Why do I feel like a child?
And I have to leave the room.

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