Awake: age 16 with Original Drawing


I feel as I have never felt before,
emotions that did not exist.
Love explodes, Joy overflowing.
I shudder at the pain in my chest.
Hatred intense, screaming inside me.
making me stronger each day.
expressions of wonder
as I laugh in this thunder
of emotion, a mellifluous melee.
I will conquer the shame that I feel in the dark
Push away the pain and the guilt.
I will no longer shake at what I once was
but rejoice at the new me I’ve built.
Contentment and peace never felt before.
Now the floodgates are open.
Jealousy, fear, confusion, attraction,
all of it is welcome.

Leave a comment

From the blog

About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

Design a site like this with WordPress.com
Get started