The Sister: from The Book (work in progress)

The weight of the day’s events lingered in Sarah’s heart, the sting of cruel words echoing in her ears. She felt alone as if nobody could understand the pain she carried.

As she boarded the school bus, Sarah found solace in her notebook. With trembling hands, she took out a pen and began to write. The words poured out, a raw expression of her emotions. She penned a poem, a desperate plea for someone to hear her silent cries.

Nobody will love me.

Nobody will care.

I’m not alone

because Nobody is there.

With her poem complete, Sarah folded it carefully and slipped it into her bag. An idea took hold of her, a glimmer of hope in the darkness. She knew just the place to leave her words, where they might find the understanding she longed for.

At the end of her street, Sarah approached a little book box that stood on the corner, a communal spot for neighbors to share books and messages. She opened the small door and gently placed her folded poem inside, hoping that her neighbor, David, would stumble upon it.

Days went by, and Sarah carried her poem’s message within her, uncertain if it had reached the intended recipient. The weight of loneliness still lingered, but she held onto a sliver of hope, a glimmer that someone out there might care. Her school days continued to be filled with alienation from her peers. She found solace only in the bus rides to and from school and in her memory of times she spent talking with David.

As the final bell rang, signaling the end of another school day, Sarah gathered her belongings and made her way out of the classroom. Her heart sank slightly as she thought about the impending journey home with her sister, Emily. Sarah usually took a different bus but today she had to travel with her sister. Their relationship had been strained lately, filled with misunderstandings and resentment.

“Sarah! Let’s go,” Emily’s voice cut through the air, sounding impatient. “We have to get home now so we won’t be late. Mom said we had to get right in the car as soon as we get off the bus!”

Sarah hurried to catch up with her sister, her backpack bouncing on her shoulders. She felt a pang of disappointment as Emily’s words echoed in her mind. It seemed as though every interaction with her sister lately was tinged with disapproval and annoyance.

As they walked toward the bus stop, Sarah kept her gaze on the ground, not wanting to provoke Emily’s anger any further. But even in her silence, she could feel the weight of her sister’s judgment hanging over her. Her steps were heavy with sorrow.

That afternoon, Sarah spotted David walking towards her with a smile on his face. He approached her with a folded piece of paper in his hand. It was her poem, worn at the edges from being read over and over again.

David spoke softly, his voice filled with empathy, “I found your poem in the book box, Sarah. Your words touched my heart. I composed a reply I want to recite to you.” David took Sarah by the hand as he spoke. “You’re not alone, my dear. Even when nobody seems to be there, love and care are always near.”

Sarah’s eyes welled up with tears as David continued, “Your worth is not defined by who loves you or who’s kind. Hold on to hope and keep in mind that you are precious, one of a kind. There are those who see your light, who will stand by you through the night.”

A wave of comfort washed over Sarah as David’s words wrapped around her wounded soul. David was about to continue when he was interrupted.

“Sarah! Let’s go,” the voice of Sarah’s older sister cut in. Sarah smiled briefly at David as she turned to join her sister. “I don’t understand why you’re always talking to Mr. Salie,” Emily said, her tone laced with suspicion. “You know, the neighbor who built that yellow book box. What’s so special about him?”

Sarah’s heart sank even further, realizing that her sister was jealous of the connection she had formed with their neighbor. She found solace in the books she borrowed from the yellow book box and appreciated the clothes Mr. Salie had kindly given her. But Emily couldn’t understand that, as she despised reading and saw no value in the books or the neighbor’s generosity.

“It’s not like that, Emily,” Sarah replied softly, trying to keep her emotions in check. “Mr. Salie is just really nice, and I enjoy talking to him. He shares interesting stories and encourages me to pursue my interests.”

Emily scoffed, her eyes narrowing in disbelief. “You’re always seeking attention, Sarah. Acting like a baby, talking to neighbors for no reason. It’s embarrassing. No wonder you get teased at school.”

Sarah’s heart sank further, her sister’s words cutting deep. She had endured relentless teasing at school, being called a “teacher’s pet” and being mocked for her love of learning. But to hear her sister agreeing with the bullies, blaming her for being “weird,” felt like a betrayal.

Tears welled up in Sarah’s eyes as they reached their house. She didn’t want to cry in front of her sister, but the weight of her sister’s judgment and the accumulated pain became overwhelming.

Emily glanced at her sister, her expression twisting, “Don’t you think about crying, if I get in trouble I am going to tell Mom about your weird friendship with that guy. Just grow up!” Sarah took a deep breath. She knew her parents didn’t like David, for no other reason than that he was smart and had plenty of money. They didn’t think writing poetry was a real job. They grumbled when Sarah would bring things home she said she got at the book box, and let her know she was not to stop and talk to people who gathered there.

Often David would be visited by people who wanted to hear him recite poems or just talk about the books they had read that they got from the book box. Sarah had tried not to talk to him when her sister might see and tattle. That is why she started taking a different bus than her sister. Today though they had appointments and had to come home together.

“Look Mom and Dad are already in the car,” Emily grumbled, her words filled with annoyance. Sarah glanced toward her parents, their faces etched with weariness and dissatisfaction. She understood that they had their own struggles and concerns, but it pained her that her passions and friendships were dismissed so easily.

Sarah felt a knot tighten in her stomach as Emily’s words pierced through her. The threat of tattling to their parents hung in the air, causing her anxiety to skyrocket. She knew how disapproving their parents were of her friendship with David, and the mere mention of it was enough to send shivers down her spine.

Taking a deep breath to steady herself, Sarah tried to maintain her composure. She had learned to hide her true feelings, to bury them beneath a mask of strength. But inside, her heart ached for the understanding and acceptance she longed for. Sarah composed herself and got in the back seat with her sister without raising any suspicion of any wrongdoing.

Throughout the car ride, Sarah sat in silence, her mind drifting to the secret world she found solace in—the books from the yellow book box, the poetry she wrote, and the conversations with David that fed her soul. It was a world that her family couldn’t comprehend or accept.

As they drove to the end of the road, Sarah cast a fleeting glance towards the yellow book box, standing quietly on the corner. It beckoned to her, a symbol of freedom and understanding. But for now, she had to play her part, concealing the true essence of who she was, hoping that one day her family would see beyond their prejudices and embrace her for who she truly was.

To Sarah’s relief, the appointments and errands were over quickly but did not leave any time for visiting David before nightfall. When they arrived home, Sarah slipped out of the car, her heart heavy with the weight of her hidden desires and misunderstood friendships. She knew she would have to tread carefully, navigating the delicate balance between her own happiness and her family’s expectations. As she closed the car door, Sarah thought about all the wonderful memories she had of her friendship with David. Emily was no longer focused on her, and she had again become invisible to her family.

With a resigned sigh, Sarah followed Emily into their house, leaving behind the whispers of untold stories and hidden dreams. She knew that one day, she would have the courage to share her truth, but for now, she would keep it locked away, waiting for the right moment to set it free.

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About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

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