Silent Depression

Depression lurks like quiet rage,
A book without a turning page.
It’s anger still, but lacks the spark,
A fire dimmed inside the dark.

It whispers softly in the night,
A shadow that avoids the light.
With every breath, it pulls me down,
A heavy cloak, a tightening crown.

Days blur into muted green hazes,
A maze of thoughts in endless phases.
I wear a smile, yet feel the weight,
Of unseen chains that dictate fate.

The world moves on, oblivious,
While I feel trapped, so tedious.
A masquerade of laughter bright,
Conceals the struggles out of sight.

I reach for hope, but grasp at air,
In crowded rooms, I feel bare.
The silence screams, a deafening sound,
As I pretend to be unbound.

Yet in this stillness, truth will rise,
A flicker sparks behind my eyes.
I learned to voice what’s long been sealed,
To break the bonds, my pain was revealed.

For though depression haunts the mind,
A strength emerges, intertwined.
With every tear, I find my voice,
In silent depths, I’ll make my choice.

To share my journey, seek the light,
To turn the page, reclaim my fight.
And though it lingers, I will stand,
With an open heart and outstretched hand.

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About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

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