If I was there, Looking Through the Hospital Window.

If I was there, Looking Through the Hospital Window.

My sister died in winter’s crush,
the air too still, the light too pale.
The world outside—a muted blur,
gray smudges pressed against the glass.

My sister left before him,
Dad spoke still, her childhood name.
A breath, a pause, a hollow space—
his hands reached out, but no one came.

The beeping slowed—the silence grew
as if the room itself withdrew.
I stood and watched, in her memory, a shape,
reflected in the window’s face.

Beyond the glass, the cold world hummed,
unmoved by one more fleeting life.
A car sped past, a bird took flight,
and somewhere else, a child laughed.

Inside, the bed lay empty now,
the sheets still warm, the light still cold.
Two souls departed, one by one,
and I, in dreamlike witness, left alone.

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About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

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