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The Cycle of Self-Deceit

The Cycle of Self-Deceit


I seek to act, yet trapped in chains,
Caught in the blur of endless strive,
A yearning spirit lost in pains—
I move, but never feel alive.
Deceitful hope does softly weave,
A promise empty, yet I grieve.

The heart I hold, in false delight,
Awaits joy’s bloom, though it’s not real.
Self-hate constrains, no will to fight,
While soothing lies to sleep appeal.
A cycle spins, no end to heal.

I am trapped in the cycle of hate,
Struggling to act, yet bound in fear,
Futile action, a doomed, endless fate.
Desire to move, but I disappear,
Caught in a web of my own despair,
Pretending joy, though none is near.

I deceive myself with empty dreams,
My heart lulled by false comfort’s call,
Promising joy but feeling seams—
Yet the lies I tell will make me fall,
Trapped forever in this hollow thrall.

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About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

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