Answer the Call (spoken word version)

Answer the Call (spoken word version)

The path I take is steep… and worn.
With thorns that scratch—
and skies that mourn.

I stumble.
I fall.
Too tired… to rise.
I sit beneath uncertain skies.

I whispered prayers—
for months—last year.
Each word soaked through…
with hope…
and fear:

“Lord… place me where I’ll find Your face,
Where healing floods a broken place.
Not my will, but Yours,” I cried—
A soul laid bare.
A self… denied.

I think about that waiting man.
He lay beside the pool’s false plan.

No feet to move.
No hand to lend.
Just myths… and stillness…
without end.

But then—
One day—
The Healer came.

No stirred-up pool.
No angel’s name.

Just Jesus,
with a question deep:
“Do you want healing… from your sleep?”

It echoes still…
within my chest—
That ancient voice…
that breaks… my rest.

Do I want wholeness?
Can it be—
When I’ve known pain
more faithfully?

Part of me cries, “Yes!”
I ache
To feel what true surrender takes.

Yet part’s wrapped up
in silent dread…
Afraid to walk
where I’ve not tread.

But faith steps out
where sight can’t go.
And healing comes—
not fast…
but slow.

Still,
I believe—
He sees it all:
My wounds.
My weight.
My stunted crawl.

He speaks—
And I must rise and stand.
Not just in mind…
but heart—
and hand.

Like him,
I’ll lift my mat—
and move.

For grace is here—
Not mine to prove.

The walk is hard.
I won’t pretend.
But I answer the call…

My Friend.

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About the Author: Sarah B. Royal

Sarah B. Royal’s writing defies convention. Her poetry and prose traverse the boundaries between structure and spontaneity, often weaving together philosophical inquiry, cultural reflection, and personal narrative. With a background in experimental literature, she is known for crafting works that challenge readers to engage intellectually and emotionally.

Her acclaimed palindrome performance play, 777 – A Story of Idol Worship and Murder, showcases her fascination with mirrored storytelling and thematic symmetry. In o x ∞ = ♥: The Poet and The Mathematician, Royal explores the intersection of poetic intuition and mathematical logic, revealing a unique voice that is both analytical and lyrical.

Royal’s collections—such as Lost in the Lost and Found, Haiku For You, Lantern and Tanka Too, and the WoPoLi Chapbook Series—highlight her commitment to neurodivergent expression and poetic experimentation. Whether through childhood verse or contemporary fusion poetry, her work invites readers into a world where language is both a tool and a playground.

Sarah B. Royal continues to expand the possibilities of poetic form, offering readers a deeply personal yet universally resonant experience. Her writing is a testament to the power of creative risk, intellectual depth, and emotional authenticity.

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